She took her bags of free food from the pantry four blocks away and hoped for something delicious and fresh.  Let’s call her Ashley.  She had waited in the cold for an hour until the doors opened and they got to her number in the line.  The pantry was downstairs in the basement of the church.  The basement stairs were slippery and steep from the recent icy rain, with a rickety railing only on one side.  She had brought her shopping cart, hoping to get a few extras to lug back home.  Sometimes the pantry had a table of ‘extras’ of food.   She received three plastic bags because she had two children plus herself.  Each bag had the same foods.  Still, it was healthy food.  And if was free, so if there were things her kids didn't like, she didn't have to feel she was wasting money if they refused to eat it.  (She was diligent and tried to give her children new foods when she could).  The people who gave out the food bags were nice.

Spaghetti sauce is counted as a vegetable.  Is it, she wonders?  Well her kids like it, so she hopes it’s a vegetable.  She has gotten a lot of spaghetti sauce lately, and puts in on almost everything.

Food pantries generally provide enough food to supplement 3 meals per day for 3 days.  In one study (by Shackman et al, in the American Journal of Public Health, 2015; 105:e63-65), unemployment and food pantry use were significantly related (P ≤ .001).  Ashley is a single mom, with a two year old and a four year old.  Although New York City now offers pre-K to four year olds for free, free daycare for two year olds is hard to find and there is often a waiting list for Head Start vacancies.  And as far as work goes – who offers free childcare for low-level jobs?  It was a vicious circle with no respite in sight.

The NYC emergency food system includes over 1,200 food pantries and soup kitchens. They serve approximately 1.4 million people annually.  Some of the pantries are large, serving hundreds of people each day they are open, and people can wait for hours on line.  Some of these larger pantries offer ‘choice’ – a kind of grocery store style, where, depending on the size of your family, you are given a choice of a certain number of grains, proteins, fruits and vegetables.  The majority of pantries are still small, using plastic bags filled with the same foods in each bag, distributed to their clients by a dedicated, voluntary staff.

The nearest pantry to Ashley is this smaller, and more typical one in the basement of the church.  She leaves her two year old with her neighbor when it’s too cold and runs out to the church every Tuesday morning for a new supply.  Her children like the cans of fruit, and Ashley has become very inventive with beans.  When it’s warmer, she’ll take the two year old with her and wait on the longer lines at the bigger pantries, farther away.  There she will have more choice, and more fresh items.